I fucking hate not having command of my body. If I want to go get my wallet that's currently 10' away, it's going to take over a minute and involve pain in my back and probably rib. This shit fucking sucks ass. So now to pay a simple fucking bill I either wait for someone to help me or I haul myself upstairs and then back down resulting in more back pain, being out of breath and quite probably sweating my ass off. Fuck.
On the bright side I have an appointment to see an orthopedic surgeon tomorrow as a follow-up. I need to get the surgury note or something, which will mean a bunch of faxing back and forth. Of course the fucking fax machine is on the other side of the god-damn room. Sigh.
This shit wouldn't be so bad if it was just the back or just the leg.
